Saturday, August 16, 2008

The itch that can never be totally scratched...

So I have gone back and forth so much over the last few months about my next "big step" in life that I am going half insane.
I have been thinking and thinking that I need to come up with some grand plan so that I don't have to worry about it for a few years. The closer I get to "decision time" (meaning I had set a deadline for myself of this week), the more I realize that I still don't know what I want. And I appreciate that about myself and want to keep exploring different options and having a million different experiences. Maybe I will be the next Mr. Tom and just not make a decision and instead work odd jobs and go wherever life takes me. it seems unsettling in so many ways, but in other ways it seems so perfectly me.
is that my big life decision? to never have to make one?

1 comment:

In His Grip said...

Katie, don't think a decision now is forever. We take each year and say what we think is best and what we feel the Lord leading at this moment. So, if you decide to move to TN that doesn't mean for life. If you feel good about it now, then go for it. Next August pray and see if you should stay or go. Hope that helps. Love and miss you, M-