So...like 2 weeks ago I got super into puzzles. I cranked out an 1000 piece puzzle in just a couple of days, and I was feeling super into them. Then this week I found out that I can watch the Gilmore Girls, Season 7 online. My favorite tv show ever, and I finally get to see how it turns out. Whoot whoot! So I watch it every day for a lot of the hours of the day. Thank God that I now only have 3 episodes left, and then it will be over.
The big problem is: what do I fill my time with then? Because, honestly, I am living in my biggest denial phase ever, and I really want to have something to fill the time with so I don't think about my very-quickly-approaching return to the States. I'm just not excited about it. And even though I know I need to be applying to jobs and sending out resumes and making contacts, I really don't feel like it. I'm paralyzed and can't seem to take the big leap towards the next step.
I think it's so weird, because normally once I've decided something (and I did decide on Cali) my favorite part of the process is the busyness of figuring logistics out and making it all work. But now I am feeling a weird apathy that I can't totally describe and that leaves me NOT wanting to move on. Stuck. Stuck. Stuck.
So back to another episode of Gilmore Girls...
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Hey There. Can't wait to see you this weekend and room with Grandma and you. Sorry about your funk. I think you can't really apply for jobs and get all excited because it's not really going to happen until Jan. You have so much to do right when you land, right? So, give yourself a break. It'll happen.
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