I just got a call from 2 of my favorite people in the world. They'll buy me a ticket right now, and I could be on a beach playing frisbee in 36 hours. seriously. all of my favorite west coast people. my favorite beach tourney in the world. it would be awesome. then a few weeks of temping at my old company in San Fran before heading off to another favorite tournament in hawaii. Epic 4 week period.
And here I am, not going. Where did Kate Wilson 2008 go? SHE would have been packing a bag right now and heading off into the newest latest, greatest, epic adventure. But all I can think about is how much I am currently craving responsibility and stability. After being out of the work force for 2 years, I want to know that I can get a steady job and keep it. I want to know that I can live in one place with the idea in my head that it is potentially a long term place (even though every time I think of the words "long term" my heart starts beating faster). I want to pay off debts and start to think a little bit more about stability. Not total stability. I'm still me. But definitely more stability than I currently have in my life.
Right now I ironically can't even convince myself to go to San Fran for several weeks and work a temp job that will give me some much-needed cash. Instead, I want to chill here and really focus on settling into life. I am not even sure what that means, but I feel like it just means STOPPING and not being so quick to run off to my next greatest adventure. Or maybe turning everyday life into my greatest adventure. :)
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I never doubt your ability to surprise and impress. Nonetheless, you were missed this past weekend.
Sounds great Kate. Makes sense to me. I just got your phone number from Robbie. I will try calling you this week. Call or email whenever. Miss you, M-
stability comes in all forms. As you may know, one of the greatest strength/core building tools is the stability ball, which is not stable at all! Rather the trick is in your ability to stabilize yourself while the ball below you is doing its best to throw you off...wow, who knew the stability ball was such an awesome life metaphor? I take this to mean that your stability is derived from your core - not from what actions you do or don't pursue. <3
LOVE YOU KATE WILSON! :-D
Hey Kate from one of your biggest fans! Love and miss you and wish you the best in your latest endeavor. I am rooting for you always! Love and hugs
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